©Trev Teasdel January 1981 – Middlesbrough / Coventry
Couple next door, they’re having it off.
I can hear all their caper, walls as thin as paper.
I didn’t mean to bruise your face so badly.”
One more Battered woman
Too late for recompense
One more battered women
Too late to have more sense
One more battered women.
God help me I, I Just didn’t think!
My fists were in a fever,
I didn’t mean to beat her.
My own women, just walked out on me.
Sweet delicate flower, sure is punishment to me.”
I’ve got a legal contract – they call it matrimony.
Where they hiding you – I get my hands on you –
You godamn bitch – my hands they itch.
Gonna harass all your friends til I find your hidden niche.”
I can be gentle and soft of touch
Treat you tenderly
Handle you mannerly
Won’t you come back – I’m in such a stew
You know I’m helpless – on my own without you.!
That time I broke your arm, I went really really wild.
That time I kicked you,
When I was sick on you..
I just did what a man has to do.”
Oh my god – I should be locked up in a zoo.
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On a visit back to Coventry, a female friend told me of her time in a Battered women’s hostel and gave me an insight into the psychology of the situation. I sent her the lyric and she thought I had captured it. John Lennon’s I’m Losing you was in my head while I wrote it – that kind of feel. This appeared as a poem in my first poetry chapbook The Escaped Poet 1984.